It is the first of August and for nearly two months I have been unemployed. To be frank, my contract with the company did not get renewed because the company bought over the other company and well you know; limiting work force to save money.
Whether this is a blessing or if this is some unseen curse is something that I personally cannot say for certain. For this current moment in time, I consider this a blessing. For the past two years, I have been working the night shift and it has indeed taken a toll on me.
My days was everyone elses night and vice versa. I would say that because of this, I have lost many friends and acquaintances because there’s no time to meet up with others. This of course is just bullshit and utter divine faecal matter. I did not make the effort to retain any friendship that I once had.
So why does this unemployment a blessing instead of a curse? I believe that with the new job which I am thankful for God for, will help me to build a new lease in my life. It will also assist me in some small way, a step back to the God who has not left my side even though I have left God so many times.
Every beginning comes from some other beginning’s end. And the end of my two years not seeing actual sunlight is the end that I needed the most. I am not a good guy, I am not a bad guy. I am human and I’ve made mistakes.
Always Keep Fighting And Never Lose Hope